All the good tings in life!

Merry Christmas to one and all!!!!! (Hopefully this ain't the last Christmas! :P)


Its been a crazy week for me, actually crazy, be it work or after work! But the latest is we  had a damn hysterical Christmas eve party last night with some new people. It gives me immense pleasure to meet new people, enjoy and expand my world and off late i am doing lot of it. Tried some new and exciting stuff yesterday and it couldn't get crazier! 


And just to brief you guys from the last two days I have been partying like hell and work has become more fun than ever too! (can't spill the details here but its interesting.. ;))
It was a long time ago than I last laughed and partied like this. My old life is back. The OLD ME is back most importantly... although the new me sometimes creeps in too. But eh... fuck it! 


People will have to like me for who I am not for who they want me to be. If I am happy this way they have to bear THIS me. yayiiii!!  


Here goes a big thank you to all the wonderful and lovely people who has showered their love and blessings upon me, my mom and dad- two of my most favorite and respectful persons on this earth and all my family members , Parul ma'am- from nursery who has been my most favorite teacher till date, Ishan- my best buddy who's no longer breathing in this world, Baba- who has always been their for me, my ex-es- who taught me to enjoy life, fall in love and also to learn from my mistakes, Ishween, Vasu, Mamta, Roy, Saloni, Aanchal- my friends for life for whom there aren't enough words in this world, my colleagues(few ones!)- for their warmth and support!!! 


A special thank you also goes to the love of my life for teaching me see things in a different way, help me grow, live on my own, and being my strength in the most hard times. If my love for you has grown its because I can admire you for who you are.

With tons of love to all...
Happy Holidays!!!! 
xoxo

~~~a realisation~~~

HULLA!! 

Okay, so that last blog was a little over the top. However, I do have a valid point. Women need to be able to stand on their own two feet. If anything were to happen to their boyfriend/husband or if they never have the option to marry then what?

I read this somewhere a while back , Independence and knowledge are key ingredients to the modern life.  My earlier post isn’t against love. You might wonder if I believe in true love. Yes, true love is something that is nourished and grows. It is the reason people live and breathe. I also believe that there’s that “special one” for each of us. However sometimes we make the wrong choices and are too scared to let go off the wrong one to find the right one! THIS, is sometimes THE UGLY TRUTH!!

My life has been working out more and more. I love it when I feel like I am in the right place and doing the right thing. Recently I had to change my mind and plans about something that has affected me in a deeper way than I knew. However, I am glad that I had this experience to help me grow and learn more about myself. I have been working a lot lately and I hope that it really does pay off in the long run. I love being busy and having something to do. When I have a day off I feel weird and feel a little lost. But my days off are nice because then I can get personal work done. I love feeling like I have accomplished something, it is the most amazing feeling that I have ever felt. So here's to accomplishment!

:)

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Hey folks!!

I really have nothing inspiring to say today but I feel like writing... I just don't know about what. I think I need a nice, long, relaxing vacation somewhere warm. I'm visualizing luscious green grass and a lawn chair with a glass of ice cold lemonade and a good mystery novel... Somewhere where I can go barefoot... where I can get a massage too...MOST IMPORTANTLY I WANT TO BE IN A PLACE WHERE I CAN BE ALONE!

But alas I have to come back to reality and cannot afford to take such a vacation. :(

I hate getting upset without a genuine reason but that’s what has happened to me today…

Anyone who thinks that guys are worth getting all mixed up about are wrong. Why waste our time, ladies? Lets be all we can be. Lets prove to these men that we are worth something without them. Men would be nothing with out us. Men wouldn't even exist without a mother to bring them into the world. And mind you, ONLY a woman can be mother!  There is only one thing that men are good for and that is taking out the trash.. We let the men think that they are important. We have better things to do.  It would be wiser to focus on ourselves rather than concentrating on unproductive things!

It’s funny how we (or rather me!) make mistakes over and over again. Is it because in some odd way we let our mistakes define who we are? So much so that we can't let them go because we don't know what we will be without them?

I am reminded of something that someone told me once... "You have to take that step into the darkness and then the lights will come on." Now often that step seems like a giant leap into space and the consequences of the action scares us.

Are we willing to take that step and become who we know we can? To become who we really desire to be?

signing off...

:/ :(

chilly december mornings are giving me crazy thoughts~~~~~~~~ ;)

As the mornings are getting cozier I am getting lazier! Dragging myself out of the bed and then realizing eventually  how late I am getting and then rushing to work and then when I am halfway through I realize I have forgotten something or the other! The moment I reach my desk is when I heave a sigh of relief because I am always on time. :D (all the drama was to create tension for myself so that I don't get late! :P) 

So people that's me!!

Anyways the most interesting part is when I walk down from my place to hire an auto, I keep visualizing stuff on my mind, mostly things that I would want them to happen. And off late all I can think of is.......

..... MARRIAGE!

Yes! I imagine the kind of wedding I would like, the honeymoon destinations(the most dominant part!), post marriage tiffs and other bullshits. Its kind of funny that I am even writing all these but these are just thoughts, I mean I don't mean them seriously of course! Oh no, not at all. 

Until my next thought

Toodles!!

:) :D

Not The Perfect Day!

Hey Fellas!
All the happy people in the world please shower your happiness upon me and take this aura of negativity away from my environment. Pleaseeeeee!!! I hate to be sad, to remain sad and have sad people around me but off late I feel like sadness has turned into my hobby. 


I feel sad that the person I used to be is  lost somewhere- the optimism, the enthusiasm, the vibrancy! I used to lecture girls on feminism, not losing their individualism and now I find myself on the crossroad! I may wear the fake smile to fool others or perhaps myself but the inner soul knows it all. 

I am disappointed. At myself. 


But there is a tomorrow. Guess not all the optimism is over! ;) I hope for a better tomorrow- not only for myself but for everyone! Wish to have all the lovely people around me to gives me reason to be happy because there's definitely oneness of life and environment. I pray to have to have the right people in my life so that my life is meaningful for them and likewise. 

Had penned this down quite a long time back----

The sunrise gives a new hope to my dreams

Clearly giving me another reason to live

To smile, to let myself brim with joy..

Like it is the start of something new    

To complete the incomplete..

To impart hope in all

NYT ALL!!

SIGNING OFFF!

burrrrrdayyy again!!!

Hey all wonderful people!


The weather is pleasant as of now but gets little chilly in the early mornings and late evenings. Last night happened to be a fun night for me and my friends as it was Vasu's (my bff) birthday and we also had our new 'hangout place'. It felt like ages that the three of us last met and partied! Thankfully I had taken the day off at work today.


I have started realizing all of a sudden that i have developed a certain disliking on talking over the phone lately. It gives me an irksome feeling and my inner voices pushes me to the extent of hanging up at times. I would rather prefer writing mails at length explaining everything!

Anyways I miss watching Bigg Boss 5 coz its that time of the year again and the finale is gonna happen sooooon! The entrance of a porn star into the show has taken it to a different level altogether. 


I gotta work tomorrow so tons of love for all you people out there. 
HAVE FUN AND ENJOY THIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE.
WILL WRITE AGAIN! 

THINGS JUST OUT OF THE BLUE~~~~~

I LOVE MY MOM !

WE USED TO HAVE LONG CONVERSATIONS ON THE PHONE TALKING ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, FROM FAMILY TO FRIENDS, FROM DRESSES TO MAKE UP, FROM FOOD TO SHOPPING AND WHAT NOT!

THERE'S A LOT THAT'S INSIDE ME FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW AND I INTEND TO KEEP IT THAT WAY, THE REASON BEING, I WANNA SAY IT ALL TO HER AND ONLY TO HER! BUT HERE'S WHAT I WANNA SHARE WITH THE WORLD!

LAST SATURDAY WAS MY HAPPIEST DAY AT WORK DUE TO THE UNEXPECTED INCREMENT IN MY SALARY IN JUST 3 MONTHS! THIS IS COOL! YEA YEA I KNOW! BUT THERE'S HELL LOTTA WORK RIGHT NOW TOO.

MOM IS BACK FROM HER FIRST CHECK UP FROM CHENNAI AND ACCORDING TO DOCS SHE'S PERFECTLY FINE, IF SHE LIFTS HER LIFE CONDITION A LITTLE HIGHER. SO ALL PRAYERS FOR HER HIGH LIFE STATE PEOPLE! THINGS ARE FALLING INTO ITS PLACES AS MY GUY SAYS AND IT CAN'T GET BETTER FOR ME TOO.

WILL WRITE AGAIN!
LOVE...

^^ just another day^^

Probably Monday mornings are THE most hated thing for everyone! Seriously, its such a pain to get out of that nice, cozy, inviting bed and rush to work. And worst part I was late. So basically it wasn't the perfect way to start off the week today. But all's well that ends well and me and my friends had last minute plans to meet up and plan for my birthday as its around the corner. I am so excited! (as always :P)

I have always been crazy about birthdays ever since I was a child. Given a chance I would wish to celebrate the month of September actually. And may be someday I will. As of now, I plan to celebrate my birthday the coming weekend. The place hasn't been finalized yet, have kept few options open. But what matters is having your loved ones around. I am gonna miss mom and dad. I am not gonna bore you guys with this anymore. Pictures coming up soon from my bday! And am tired now so a big hug to all! 

xoxo

nyt

Rain Rain go away!!

A rainy, very rainy morning in Delhi!! I am all ready and waiting to go to work but the heavy rains here aren't letting me go! Its actually quite a nice feeling to sit back and watch the rain, brings sweet memories to my mind. It would have been perfect if my boyfriend and I could have been together to enjoy this awesome 'mausum'. Cars are honking away on the roads as if to prove that their horns are better than the other's, thereby ruining my romantic moment.







This is quite funny because when I was at school I used to desperately wish that there would be heavy rains and school would be closed! I am going through exactly the same feeling right now. This weather is reminding me so much of my mom's 'pakore' with 'chai'. This is the ultimate way to enjoy the rains I feel!
Although its raining I have to leave for work now. Bye folks! Have a good day all!
xoxo

~~``FRIeND$ FoR L!Fe``~~

So this post is specially for my bestesttt friends on this planet Ishween and Vasundhra! When We first met I had no idea that we would become such good friends. But even after more than three years of being with one another we are still going strong. We met in college during our graduation and college would have been a pain in the ass had I not have met these two fanatics. Together we have done lots crazy stuffs and good and not-so-good things! We had managed to bunk our exam let alone classes, had weird night outs, ate till our stomach said 'no more', shopped till we dropped, fought like lunatics, laughed till we cried, gossiped entire nights before exams, took out 'chillers' to pay the bill coz we had no money left and we know what not! Both these cute bitches are actually my lifeline... 
We don't get to meet each other often now that we are all working and studying in different areas. But that hasn't affected our friendship and hopefully won't ever! We still act like those crazy psychos when we meet even after weeks! After all friendship isn't about clinging on to each other and be one another's shadow literally. Its about being there for you at the time of need coz anyone can share your joy but only a true friend sticks by you at the time of sorrow.

 And these two have always been there through all my highs and lows and I know that they are just a call away even now. I just wanna let them know that I love you so much and yes, I, am just a phone call away for you too. You can always and always count on me, no matter what! 
I won't get anymore senti about this or else this post is gonna cry now!!! lol...
take care fellas! 
:* :*

~~~changes are a part of life~~~

Hello fellas!


Its been long, I have been a bad bad bad blogger and bla bla bla! All said and done but now I am back. Happy to be back. I have actually missed blogging for so long. Lots have happened during these few months and I am proud of myself for being able to come out of it. I will simply brief you or else it will take a loooong time to actually give all the details.
In March my mom was diagnosed with cancer. It was one of the rarest of its kind and was in its 1st stage. While I was going through my graduation exams my mom and dad were in Chennai for treatment. Her treatment got over in June and they were back to Guwahati (my hometown). Meanwhile I was done with my papers and rushed home. She was doing alright inspite of the climatic changes and all other things. After being with my family for a few days I had to come back to Delhi to complete my studies. So here I am sitting 2000 miles away from my family doing my post graduation. BTW there's also a good news that I wanted to take care of my finances now that I am a big girl, I have found a part time job!!! To my surprise I am managing pretty well with my hectic work life, studies and many other things too!
Honestly I am still in a state of bewilderment how my life has changed within a short span of time! Being the youngest in the family it was certainly not easy to go through this difficult phase. But as they say life moves on. We definitely have to move on inspite of the hardest situation.I cannot be grateful enough to my relatives and friends and gakkai members for their unwavering support and love throughout this whole time. I have always been this typical, carefree, casual student with all the freedom. But life has taught me how it never remains the same and teaches you to grow up. Nevertheless I am happy to be independent and still studying and I desperately hope that I can bring happiness to people around me and specially my parents....
Anyways there's been too much senti talk and today's gonna be the last time I am writing about this... After all i have lot other thing daily that i need to pen down!
will write soon people..
Much love and hugs!!!

In the midst of EGGGJJAAAAMMMMSSSS!!!!~~~~~~~~~~

Hey fellas! I have been very busy this whole week coz its EXAM time. Will get rid of these stupid thingy called EXAM by 1st. phew!!! I so so so so hate exams. Anyways, who does? So today was a horrible day for me, not because I din't write well. I mean, what could get better than this- the teacher who teaches us was the invigilator and he was so sweet and to add cherry to the cake, he's the cutest professor of our department and I completely adore him!! lol.... Nothing so serious, but he's just  so cute to look at! :P And coming back to my bad day thing.. yes it was bad.. was kinda reality check for me that I have been too loyal to people.. so these kinda things are necessary to teach little lessons in life. Anyways my boyfriend was too sweet to cheer me up after this whole episode, had a little chat via WLM. So its all good now.. 
Oh by the way, just fyi, m a bit of a movie buff and last week I watched Hachiko: A Dog's Story(2009). Really really good! So in case you guys haven't had the chance to watch, please do. 
Love pouring my heart here... 
Thank god for all the sweet little things in life, like dominos' choco lava cake!! yummmyyyyy it is!!!!! I love it!! :D :D
toodles!!!!

the goa pics!

POSTING FEW PICTURES FROM MY CAMERA WHEN IN GOA.... HOPE YOU PEOPLE ENJOY THIS.... :)

THAT'S ME... :)

the sea water washed my feet away....

sojourn in GOA!!!

I am writing after a looooong time, but there was so much going on that I hadn't had the chance to pen down anything . So I am posting my recent holiday experience to GOAAAA!!! Yes!! It was an awesome trip and I enjoyed!!
I had this dream from a young age to travel around the world. I remember we had a chapter on how travelling makes a man ( and women too!) wise, practical and all other good adjectives! I used to watch shows on travelling but being born in a family where my dad hardly gets time to be at home, leave alone travelling with the family, din't really solve my purpose. I am not complaining because we did travel to few parts of India but I was at an age when I couldn't even tell the difference between chips and wafers! So now that I am a grown up (which I hope I am) I don't want to and won't leave any opportunity.. 
So when I had this chance of going to Goa this year, even amidst many problems and serious monetary issues, I din't let go off this chance though I am still suffering its repercussions!! Me and my friends had a gala time for 5 days partying, eating, roaming around. The yummy seafood, water sports, beaches, crowd everything was just so good! Spending late nights in the beach with beer and chips felt like wanting to freeze those moments. It was a beautiful trip with lotsa fights too! :P But 
those little tiffs cannot overshadow the fun part. 
Although coming back to Delhi feels good but I have decided that I would definitely holiday in Goa again!! 
Will write again!
love alll........
toodles! :)

~love is in the air~

What really happens when you fall for someone and you want to spend the rest of your life with that person? Do you really judge whether that person is right for you or deserves you?  You want to live with him/her because of the sole reason that you are madly in love with him/her. Being a girl myself I can only think from a girl’s perspective. A girl sometimes ‘throws’ herself at a boy due to many reasons. She might be in a very vulnerable condition but how can she expect any person to love her when she doesn’t respect herself, her own existence! But then you don’t tend to ‘think’ when you are in love. Just three sweet little words are enough to melt your heart even after a night long fight. Sometimes it keeps me wondering as to why girls fall for these false tricks by boys. I have always been this girl who would be seen advising her friends on their love problems, but failed miserably when it had to be applied in my life.. :P I have seen my friends crying nights, eating loads of chocolates to save themselves from the depression but is it really worth it? Developing dark circles, losing appetite and gaining weight due to excessive chocolates and not to mention the heart breaking songs! I know it feels impossible to be happy again but its actually not impossible. Live your life with dignity and respect. If I won't respect/love myself, then who will? 

Its late...

toodles! 

its all cause and effect!

Its a new start..  I really hope it turns out to be a fruitful one because this year is perhaps the most crucial one in my life till now.. It saddens me when I realize that there are so many people I lost contact with, few due to lack of communication or few due to mishaps. Whatever the reason I lost friends and it upsets me. After all this life is such a short one and we get involved in all sorts of unpleasant things and we lose many potential moments of happiness. I just wish someday even strangers walking down the road also become friends. This way the whole world would be such a beautiful and friendly place to live in. And perhaps that way we can make a better use of our bad times of our life. We get so caught up in the petty things in life that we simply forget the beautiful things in this world. But the web that we are caught in is very raveled and we need to awaken ourselves to a lot of things to unravel it.
So people make the most of it in this year and be happy! You have every right to be! However difficult things may seem but there always is a solution. Just believe in yourself and make the right causes. The effects will be great to your surprise!
will write again!
tc!