All the good tings in life!

Merry Christmas to one and all!!!!! (Hopefully this ain't the last Christmas! :P)


Its been a crazy week for me, actually crazy, be it work or after work! But the latest is we  had a damn hysterical Christmas eve party last night with some new people. It gives me immense pleasure to meet new people, enjoy and expand my world and off late i am doing lot of it. Tried some new and exciting stuff yesterday and it couldn't get crazier! 


And just to brief you guys from the last two days I have been partying like hell and work has become more fun than ever too! (can't spill the details here but its interesting.. ;))
It was a long time ago than I last laughed and partied like this. My old life is back. The OLD ME is back most importantly... although the new me sometimes creeps in too. But eh... fuck it! 


People will have to like me for who I am not for who they want me to be. If I am happy this way they have to bear THIS me. yayiiii!!  


Here goes a big thank you to all the wonderful and lovely people who has showered their love and blessings upon me, my mom and dad- two of my most favorite and respectful persons on this earth and all my family members , Parul ma'am- from nursery who has been my most favorite teacher till date, Ishan- my best buddy who's no longer breathing in this world, Baba- who has always been their for me, my ex-es- who taught me to enjoy life, fall in love and also to learn from my mistakes, Ishween, Vasu, Mamta, Roy, Saloni, Aanchal- my friends for life for whom there aren't enough words in this world, my colleagues(few ones!)- for their warmth and support!!! 


A special thank you also goes to the love of my life for teaching me see things in a different way, help me grow, live on my own, and being my strength in the most hard times. If my love for you has grown its because I can admire you for who you are.

With tons of love to all...
Happy Holidays!!!! 
xoxo

~~~a realisation~~~

HULLA!! 

Okay, so that last blog was a little over the top. However, I do have a valid point. Women need to be able to stand on their own two feet. If anything were to happen to their boyfriend/husband or if they never have the option to marry then what?

I read this somewhere a while back , Independence and knowledge are key ingredients to the modern life.  My earlier post isn’t against love. You might wonder if I believe in true love. Yes, true love is something that is nourished and grows. It is the reason people live and breathe. I also believe that there’s that “special one” for each of us. However sometimes we make the wrong choices and are too scared to let go off the wrong one to find the right one! THIS, is sometimes THE UGLY TRUTH!!

My life has been working out more and more. I love it when I feel like I am in the right place and doing the right thing. Recently I had to change my mind and plans about something that has affected me in a deeper way than I knew. However, I am glad that I had this experience to help me grow and learn more about myself. I have been working a lot lately and I hope that it really does pay off in the long run. I love being busy and having something to do. When I have a day off I feel weird and feel a little lost. But my days off are nice because then I can get personal work done. I love feeling like I have accomplished something, it is the most amazing feeling that I have ever felt. So here's to accomplishment!

:)

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Hey folks!!

I really have nothing inspiring to say today but I feel like writing... I just don't know about what. I think I need a nice, long, relaxing vacation somewhere warm. I'm visualizing luscious green grass and a lawn chair with a glass of ice cold lemonade and a good mystery novel... Somewhere where I can go barefoot... where I can get a massage too...MOST IMPORTANTLY I WANT TO BE IN A PLACE WHERE I CAN BE ALONE!

But alas I have to come back to reality and cannot afford to take such a vacation. :(

I hate getting upset without a genuine reason but that’s what has happened to me today…

Anyone who thinks that guys are worth getting all mixed up about are wrong. Why waste our time, ladies? Lets be all we can be. Lets prove to these men that we are worth something without them. Men would be nothing with out us. Men wouldn't even exist without a mother to bring them into the world. And mind you, ONLY a woman can be mother!  There is only one thing that men are good for and that is taking out the trash.. We let the men think that they are important. We have better things to do.  It would be wiser to focus on ourselves rather than concentrating on unproductive things!

It’s funny how we (or rather me!) make mistakes over and over again. Is it because in some odd way we let our mistakes define who we are? So much so that we can't let them go because we don't know what we will be without them?

I am reminded of something that someone told me once... "You have to take that step into the darkness and then the lights will come on." Now often that step seems like a giant leap into space and the consequences of the action scares us.

Are we willing to take that step and become who we know we can? To become who we really desire to be?

signing off...

:/ :(

chilly december mornings are giving me crazy thoughts~~~~~~~~ ;)

As the mornings are getting cozier I am getting lazier! Dragging myself out of the bed and then realizing eventually  how late I am getting and then rushing to work and then when I am halfway through I realize I have forgotten something or the other! The moment I reach my desk is when I heave a sigh of relief because I am always on time. :D (all the drama was to create tension for myself so that I don't get late! :P) 

So people that's me!!

Anyways the most interesting part is when I walk down from my place to hire an auto, I keep visualizing stuff on my mind, mostly things that I would want them to happen. And off late all I can think of is.......

..... MARRIAGE!

Yes! I imagine the kind of wedding I would like, the honeymoon destinations(the most dominant part!), post marriage tiffs and other bullshits. Its kind of funny that I am even writing all these but these are just thoughts, I mean I don't mean them seriously of course! Oh no, not at all. 

Until my next thought

Toodles!!

:) :D

Not The Perfect Day!

Hey Fellas!
All the happy people in the world please shower your happiness upon me and take this aura of negativity away from my environment. Pleaseeeeee!!! I hate to be sad, to remain sad and have sad people around me but off late I feel like sadness has turned into my hobby. 


I feel sad that the person I used to be is  lost somewhere- the optimism, the enthusiasm, the vibrancy! I used to lecture girls on feminism, not losing their individualism and now I find myself on the crossroad! I may wear the fake smile to fool others or perhaps myself but the inner soul knows it all. 

I am disappointed. At myself. 


But there is a tomorrow. Guess not all the optimism is over! ;) I hope for a better tomorrow- not only for myself but for everyone! Wish to have all the lovely people around me to gives me reason to be happy because there's definitely oneness of life and environment. I pray to have to have the right people in my life so that my life is meaningful for them and likewise. 

Had penned this down quite a long time back----

The sunrise gives a new hope to my dreams

Clearly giving me another reason to live

To smile, to let myself brim with joy..

Like it is the start of something new    

To complete the incomplete..

To impart hope in all

NYT ALL!!

SIGNING OFFF!